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Goodbye by foreverunloved, literature

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Goodbye

I will look back one day, and I'll, oh yeah, I'll smile at your memory... You'll look back one day, and you'll, and you'll cry at mine, wondering why oh why do I remember her heart I left in the section of the gory... We all make our mistakes, And me the one who fell on your rake.... I'll be your biggest one, you can't help but regret, Hun... Look for me in the yellow pages, when you call I'll have escaped the cages, I will, oh yeah, I will drop the ball... And say, oh yeah, I remember you... You're the one... I could never lie to, and that was my only downfall, screaming down that empty hall [you said was your heart, you said was your heart]

Died Enough by foreverunloved, literature

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Died Enough

get her into trouble memories of the times spent run past in fast forward do you think she is beautiful do you think she is beautiful the one she calls boyfriend doesn't think so doesn't think so how is this making her feel worthless just like, she doesn't know, always worthless always worthless she prays for a time when she will be ones everything ones star in the sky she just wants to cry yet her tears already spent already spent it would be called a toss up to let go of the months they have shared she could never be a cheater oh no, never a cheater but when a stranger a stranger wants her company wants t

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Goodbye by foreverunloved, literature

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Died Enough by foreverunloved, literature

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Died Enough

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Begging by foreverunloved, literature

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Begging

They only know what they see They all assume I'm okay They all assume I'm breaking the habit Of watching the blood run down The door locks behind me, It seems like it's someone else Not me I take out the blade I don't know why I'm doing this So just don't ask The thoughts in my mind, The emotions Escaping through the wounds They say I'm not hurting enough To do this to myself So I act happy, Sometimes even joyous When I come home The door locks behind me, It seems like it's someone else Not me They beg to come out As does the blood So I answer By letting them come out And letting the blood come down

hate by foreverunloved, literature

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hate

I want to leave This life behind When I can leave You'll never again see me You'll never see your grandchildren That's a promise I'll always keep I refuse to be your hermit anylonger, You said I don't belong in this house Because my faith Is not your own Say it again I dare I'll be gone soon Never see me again Someone in this world loves me Or will someday, If I'm left alone For all of eternity That's fine with me As long as I'm not with you You've never loved me, And you never will To this I say...... I hate you and goodbye.....

Possible by foreverunloved, literature

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Possible

I might be in love Never felt like this You're everyone I see, You're everything I've ever wanted When I'm with you Everything goes silent The only person I can see, hear, or feel is you When Im not with you Every thought goes blank, Only you fill my mind They say there's no way I can be in love I disagree with them completely It's possible for me To be in love with you They say there's a way You could be mine to hold I disagree with them completely It's impossible for you To EVER be in love with me Possibilities in love Impossible chance

Swift by foreverunloved, literature

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Swift

I find myself Locked in my room Walking down these halls Waiting To see red through my skin They say I need to stop If I did stop Where would the pain reside What would I do to pass the time What would I become on the inside How would I handle Not having you I used to believe Suicide was the only option Now I have found a way- Making the pain real, Lasting Not so swift as suicide Becoming the only pain I can control

Drowning by foreverunloved, literature

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Drowning

Tears Fall from my eyes Drowning Trying to escape Yet unable To break free of the pain Not meant to live This life anylonger Love is all I ask, True love meant to last No more broken promises No more broken hearts He took my innocence Impossible to get back Trust is what I gave him Never trusted anyone more To him I gave my heart To him I gave everything Thought I found What I'd been searching for What I found Was pain and regret Tears Fall from my eyes And to this I say goodbye...

Not Ready by foreverunloved, literature

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Not Ready

I'm not ready for this Not ready to let go For so long I have yearned to be gone I'm not ready for this I ly here surrounded By my own blood Feeling regret for everything The blood turns cold Against my body I begin to cry What have I done to myself I'll never see your face again I'll never know If I could have felt your touch I'm not ready for this To turn to blackness Not ready to give up But I have And there is nothing Further I can do No more pain, No more scars, I'm not ready for this I'm not ready to let go I gave up, let you go Because I knew Knew I could never have you I let go of life I gave up on myself

thoughts by foreverunloved, literature

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thoughts

Thinking is nothing to be gained It keeps you awake at night Making you desire what you don't have What you know you'll never have You'll always want The one thing The one person You always notice For me I see you You're everywhere to me You're not my everything As I wish for you to be I'm not your everything As I wish to be I know I'll never be anyones Everything I have stopped hoping For anyone to love me For I know I'll never be deserving Of love

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Self-Mutilation by NikiXXX, literature

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Self-Mutilation

Sitting on the bathroom floor A razor blade drags across her skin Tracing the movement throuhg her veins Forgive her father for she loves this sin She never cuts to kill herself Instead to ease her pain Blood raises to the surface And drips down like rain No tear falls from her eye But with a few more strokes of the blade She becomes light-headed And the room begins to fade Consciousness has left her While death whispers in her ear She can't listen, her voice Screaming is all she can hear No longer praying for forgiveness Her life is now first on her list Looking down, I secretly Cherish the scars upon my wrist

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To My Dismay by foreverunloved, literature

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To My Dismay

To my dismay, the house which I was meant to inhabit was wretched and I stood, full of contempt for fate. Before I had even opened the wooden door, a putrid smell filled my nostrils; the aroma was that of decomposing animal flesh. I had to force my hand upon the aged pewter doorknob. It was unlocked just as treachery had forced me to believe. As the door opened, my mouth filled with the taste of an old ladies perfume. Enough time had already passed since I last slept, so I decided to rest on the cot that awaited me upon arrival. I awoke to a pitiful scream. It was not that of a woman, it was that of a man. I lay motionless and

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Current Residence: Nowheresville
Favourite genre of music: Anything and Everything
Favourite photographer: Kelly Rouse, Kedralynn, Lady-Liseth
Personal Quote: Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can't see the pain someone feels.

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Mary Wayman

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The Shawshank Redemption, Edward Scissorhands, Unspeakable, Pearl Harbor, Titanic

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Tori Amos

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David Poe

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pretty pretty princess (ha ha) v/g? idk

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foreverunloved

Mar 25, 2007

A life saved.

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I feel as if my life is full of only mistakes and triumphs that never seem to endure much success. I mean a couple of months ago i had one of the worst days of my young life. I got hit by a semi on the way back home from seeing my god child. Celeste. I don't like to talk about it because i do not want to complain. But i dont remember and it kills me. I wish i did. And i wish that snow storm never occured. My collar bone throbs in pain in my dreams; and all i hear is "are you okay?" I did not respond until after i could see. they say i was walking around outside the crash site. but i dont remember. Two other semis ran off the road because

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foreverunloved

Mar 23, 2007

excitement

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I am so excited about tomorrow! It is Friday and so much more!

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foreverunloved

Mar 8, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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I have not been on here in forever... I have missed it. I only wish i remembered the friends i had on here. Now that i am eighteen... My parents cant block deviantart from MY laptop. -Jeri

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TAG YOUR IT!!!! this is so scary. send this to 15 people in the next 143 mins. when you are done press F6 and your crushes name will appear on the screen in big letters. this is scary cuz it works!!!! if you break the chain you will have problems with relationships for the next 5 years NO SEND BACK!!